It’s been a while since I blogged. Life has consumed up all of my time. I have gained new friends, learned new things about my body, changed for the better. Graduation is in 9 days, graduation from COLLEGE. I remember being a little girl like it was yesterday. And now I’m all grown up. Well, almost. So many things are going to happen this year. I have so many goals to reach, so many plans in mind. With God’s guidance, I will achieve them all, I will prosper. I can’t wait.
When i speak do you listen? Or do you just hear? Do my words run across from ear to ear, or linger in your mind? Are they analyzed? When i pour out my soul body and mind, What causes you to ignore the words that i make clear? Is it fear?….
All i want is to love you forever, and for you to do the same w/ me. My heart and mind are getting impatient. Im questioning if you really want to be with me forever. I shed tears knowing that we may not be on same page anymore. Conversations of marriage dont come up anymore. My world revolves around YOU. Ive finally found something i am entirely passionate about and Im ready to give it my all. We’re perfect, youre perfect. My worth is more than just a diamond ring, I don’t want the fancy shoes, or the big honeymoon. But I’m worth the devotion. The dedication. The promise from you that you swear to love me for eternity. & the day Im given the offer to be your wife, is the day my life will start to change. The day I can go from saying “girlfriend” to “fiancee” to “wife”…thats all I want. Keep the cars, the clothes, the money. I want you. As my husband.